Adoption – A case of situational materia medica?

Case Analysis

This was a strange case, because I never managed to get Q. (the boy) to talk to me. His (adoptive) mother did nearly all the talking.

What needed to be cured in this case?
This child was paralysed by indecision even in the simplest of choices. In his father’s words: "He wants to be good, but he really can’t make a decision.He wants to "be good" and we see this from his neat appearance and his desire for designer gear. He likes to play, but if he gets dirty then he wants to clean himself soon after. He is not at ease with himself.

He likes to have his boots laced very tightly. I found out only recently from a social worker that this is a common trait amongst children who are in care, fostered or adopted. They are also very reluctant to take their shoes or boots off. Even though I didn’t know this I sensed his wanting the boots tight was a sign of his insecurity which was echoed by the reluctance to be separated from his mother and father (play school / crèche).Why does he want to be so perfect?

One could speculate that he has a deep memory of having been abandoned by his natural mother and is terrified it will happen again if he makes a mistake, hence his terror of making the ‘wrong’ choice. However Hahnemann warns us against theorising in this way so sticking to what we know to be true…If we take the presenting complaint, which has a clear modality we find:

BLADDER; PAIN; General; urination; close of, at (2) : apis,
cann-s.
BLADDER; URINATION; dysuria; painful; urination; close of, at
(1) : sars.

These rubrics are far too small to be reliable and none of the remedies cover the mental state of the child.
So I chose to broaden the rubrics above by including:
BLADDER; PAIN; General; urination; after (16) : berb., brach., calc-p., canth., Caust., echi., epig., equis., fab., lith-c., polyg., ruta, Sars., sep., thuj., uva.

Eliminating repetition by creating a combined rubric ensures no remedy is mentioned twice and given an unnecessarily high weighting:pain at close or after urination (20) : Caust., Equis., Sars., berb., brach., canth., uva., apis, calc-p., cann-s., echi., epig., fab., lith-c., phos., polyg., rhus-t., ruta, sep., thuj.I briefly considered Phosphorus because he had nausea after eating ice cream and Cannabis sativa as this remedy has fear of going to bed, but I had a strong inclination towards Thuja.

According to Vermeulen the nucleus of Thuja is that they have an ugly, unlovable feeling inside and so present a manufactured image to the world. His source for this is Gray:
"Present a manufactured image to the world which is calculated and formed from childhood.  During childhood they had the experience [or delusion] of being neglected or abused. The message the child gets is that they can never be good enough"Low self-esteem. "They feel UNLOVABLE. They think that if someone knew who they really were they could not possibly love them. Because they feel they can never be loved they make an extra effort to be liked. They look around to see what is most popular, how they walk, dress, what they do, etc., to see what is successful. Then they go about IMITATING this systematically and scientifically, copying what they think works in the world and by adulthood they have the PERFECT IMAGE". 

Feeling of UGLINESS inside. SELF-CONTEMPT (perfectly hidden).
Aside from this we have the tree itself with its split trunk highlighting the very marked duality that runs throughout the remedy, as we see from the following references.
All Materia Medica references below are from Complete Rep 4.5 (reversed)unless otherwise stated.

Confusion of mind: identity, as to his: duality, sensation of (Boenninghausen) DELUSIONS, IMAGINATIONS: CUT: TWO, IN: COULD NOT TELL OF WHICH PART HE HAD POSSESSION ON WAKING. Delusions, imaginations: divided: two parts, into Delusions, imaginations: double: he is Inconstancy. Thoughts: inconstancy of. (Jahr) Irresolution, indecision: changeable (Jahr)Even the smallest things seem to be major decisions: Trifles: important, seem (Boenninghausen)It covers his desire to "be good" and how he feels when he can’t decide:Delusions, imaginations: wrong: he has done.Reproaches: himself.It covers his tantrums: ANGER, IRASCIBILITY: TEMPER TANTRUMS: OPPOSED, WHEN AT THE LEAST. ANGER, IRASCIBILITY: WILL, IF THINGS DO NOT GO AFTER HIS.  

His reluctance to answer me: Answer, answering, answers: questioned, when: says nothing, indifferent, does not answer. (Hering)His desire for privacy: Looked at: cannot bear to be. (Bernice )His sensitive feet: Sensitive, oversensitive: sensual impressions, to. Formication: foot: sole of. (Hahnemann) Formication: toes.Also a confirmatory symptom for Thuja is:Nose, Dryness: inside.
Prescription: Split dose Thuja 30c bedtime and rising.
(Note – I have since changed my prescribing  habits and nearly always give a single dose these days).

Follow-up (four weeks after remedy) on 13th May 97:
Nose, epistaxis "After the bedtime remedy he had a nosebleed at 4am. He took the next remedy on rising and got another nose bleed. Since then his nose is running, but still feels blocked."
(proving symptom)
Feet, oversensitive>> "Three days after the remedy his feet stopped jumping. For the first time ever he allowed me to cut his toe nails. He will wear other shoes now… it doesn’t have to be certain boots."Generalities, energy "…incredible he still wants to play at 10pm. Although one night he actually asked to go to bed at 7 or 7.30 which is a big change".Skin, eruptions, itching "He came out in a lot of spots that started to get itchy. It was remarkable."
"He was very good for the first week or two, but…Sleep, difficult The last three or four days he can’t settle in bed. His fussiness about food is back, but not as bad".Face, heat>> "His face has cooled down".
Appetite> "His appetite is good. He really likes raw carrots".
Bladder, urination, pain "Went of its own accord. It was itchy inside, but only for one day".
Mind, indecisiveness ? "…much improved".Mind, tantrums? "That’s disimproving over the last few days, but it’s not in the same league … before you couldn’t reason with him".Prescription: Split dose Thuja 30c bedtime and rising
Decided to re- prescribe because some symptoms have returned in the past few days. 
He’s having difficulty getting to sleep, he’ more fussy about his food and the tantrums are returning.

Phone call (two weeks after remedy) on 3rd June 97:
Nose, blocked >
Face, redness >
Feet, sensitive? "OK, but not as good as they were"
Sleep "Getting him to go to bed is difficult."
Mind, "He’s more aggressive than he was. Has to get the last puck in""Sometimes he wants his food on separate plates and sometimes he mashes it all together… He won’t try anything not even a banana…"Prescription: No remedy. Wait. Things are going backwards again but I don’t want to repeat the remedy so soon. I hoped things would be clearer in a couple of weeks and 
since he has no return of the dysuria there is no great urgency.
Follow-up appointment (eight weeks after remedy) 24thJune 97
Feet, jumping < "Things haven’t gone backward, except he won’t let me cut his toenails. His feet are jumping again. He still wants his boots laced tightly… but not as bad as before. ""There was a big overall improvement up to the second week after the remedy(mid-May) and since then his nose is less blocked up and his colour is less high. Otherwise no big change. He’s a little bit more contrary, bullying …uses his elbows a lot!"Observation He gives his mother a disapproving "look".
I felt his relationship with her seemed better in that he was less cowed in her presence, 
although he was still mostly silent throughout
Hands / feet, nails "…still bitty and broken".Sleep "good once he gets off."
Bladder, urination, pain "…mentioned it hurt him to pee once".Appetite, capricious " Still won’t try new things, but he’s not as bad as he was before the remedy"Mind, indecision? > "Has improved a bit".
"Since the second week things have just held, not improved. After the first remedy (in April) he was so much calmer from the next day."
Skin, eruptions itching? "No, his skin has cleared."
"We have a lot more confrontations."
Again I took this to be a healthy sign. I was keen to treat the mother too and she finally 
did become a client about a year ago and is doing well.
Bowels, dry stools? "His stools are occasionally looser than they were".
Stomach, nausea? "Yes, it is always after he has had ice-cream".
(Made a note of remedies for this arg-n; ars; kali-ars; puls.
Ars related to Thuja.
Later checked this against Thuja in Materia Medica and found:
Nausea: riding in a carriage or on cars, while. (Borland)
Food and drinks: cold: food: agg.
Food and drinks: cold: food: desires.)Nose, sniffing "…constantly and rubbing with the back of his hand".
Prescription: Thuja 200c single dose at bedtime

Follow-up (eight weeks after Thuja 200c) on 21st August 97
Appetite, capricious< "He wouldn’t eat a banana the other day because it was a bit black and …Feet, oversensitive<< he can’t bear his feet to be touched again. He holds his breath. Everything else is fine though and if this was all he’d had wrong in the first place I wouldn’t have come to you.Generalities, heat >> One thing I notice is the redness in his cheeks has gone and he has less heat in his system generally …Perspiration, profuse>> I remember (before the remedies) the sweat used to pour off him. He doesn’t complain of being sick.Head, eruption I notice he has crusty scabs on his head.
Generalities, energy > He’s full of energy …he leaves a trail of destruction…He doesn’t want to have his shoes tightened any more.Nose, coryza His nose runs a bit (< exertion).
He’s had a growth spurt".Prescription: Thuja 200c at bedtime. Repeated because the extreme sensitivity of the feet has returned.
In a series of brief telephone follow-ups he has continued to improve and only very rarely had slight twinges on close of urination. The gaps between these incidents continues to widen. 
He is no longer indecisive. He recently broke his arm and had a tooth abscess and I treated him with first aid remedies. The remedy was repeated in February 1999 as it seemed to have been antidoted by the dentistry. He now wears his boots with the laces completely undone and is less concerned with his appearance. His feet can still be ticklish and he prefers to cut his 
toe nails himself. His mother says he is in great form and that they are getting on extremely well. However she is now having difficulties in her relationship with her adopted daughter.

Prognosis and obstacles to cure
The prognosis for Q seems good. There has been marked and sustained improvement on all levels. 
However, even at the last follow-up he spoke very little to me and used his parents as intermediaries, 
which I hope will change as he grows older and gains confidence.
His mother told me when he broke his arm and was waiting to have a cast put on he had a very fleeting twinge of pain in his penis (not related to urination). This was related to his anxiety and has not returned since.
He seemed slightly off form after the dental treatment he had so the remedy was repeated (Thuja 200c single dose)and his energy and mood improved.
From the outset the main obstacle appeared to me to be his mother. She is an immaculately turned-out, very precise woman who can be very demanding. This gave Q the sense that her love and approval were in some ways conditional and probably contributed to his mental and emotional disturbance. 
It is interesting to note how, since Q’s treatment, her antipathy for her son has now switched to her older daughter who used to be "the favourite".
The mother began treatment just over one year ago and is doing well on Tarantula 200c . 
She hopes to bring her daughter to me at some point, but the daughter is not keen to come at the moment.

Situational Materia Medica – an observation
Some homeopaths believe that a set of circumstances can predispose someone to need a particular remedy. It is an interesting hypothesis (although the whole question of how people attract these situations, in the first instance, is not raised).
I had a second case where an adult woman, who had been adopted as a baby, made contact with her natural mother and father and went into a marked Thuja state becoming obsessed about her appearance and her (scarcely noticeable) warts.
Her natural parents behaved quite inappropriately towards her, yet she still desperately craved their approval. Thuja helped her to regain her centre and she became more circumspect about her 
newfound parents.

I wonder if adopted children tend to need Thuja more than those who remain with their birth parents? 
It would be interesting to know if any one else has prescribed Thuja where the situation was similar.

© Mary Aspinwall

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